As a mother of seven children, and having painfully miscarried four more, I understand the fears, anxieties, frustrations, sickness, and pain that come with the transition to motherhood. I am also intimately familiar with the joy, adoration, tenderness, and devotion that well up inside a mother’s heart.
In our culture, we often assume that pregnancy and childbirth exist as a means to an end: “Deliver a healthy baby, keep mom alive and well during the process, and send them both home to figure out the complexities of raising a child.” But, as every mother knows deep within her soul, the childbearing year explodes in a chaotic, romantic, wild, pure expression of love and pain intermingled.
Hard Pregnancies and
Discovering a Solution
I suffered through my first pregnancy with hyperemesis gravidarum (“too much throwing up in pregnancy”). After throwing up everything I even thought of eating for four months, I finally discovered that not only all that vomiting, but most morning sickness in general, stems from emotional traumas and energetic disconnections.
I spent the next 10 “first trimesters” working through the things that were emotionally blocking me. My last pregnancy turned out to be the most fulfilling and beautiful experience of all, even though I was 44 years old and exhausted!
I discovered The Emotion Code™ after reading the book by Dr. Bradley Nelson. I began practicing The Emotion Code™ with my family and friends. I loved releasing trapped emotions to calm a headache or reduce knee pain. I used both The Emotion Code™ and The Body Code™ during my last 2 pregnancies, relieving all remaining morning sickness and maintaining vital connections with my babies.
Working with my children in the womb
When I discovered an ectopic pregnancy (dangerous because the fertilized egg implants in the fallopian tube instead of the uterus) just before my last baby, a friend helped me use The Body Code™ to release the babies’ (twins’) spirits to return to where they came from. We worked with each twin individually.
The girl twin, who identified herself as Willow, had a controlling, fearful energy. We found that she attempted to come through the veil into mortality previously, without success. After releasing her fear and assuring her that I wanted her, she willingly left me.
The second twin, a boy, had a softer energy, more subtle. We learned that he joined with Willow by choice, to give her the courage to come. When she was released, he went with her.
I began to miscarry during the Body Code™ session and safely miscarried without damage to my fallopian tubes or the need for surgical removal, which is the typical treatment for an ectopic pregnancy.
About five months after this experience, I again became pregnant. I knew right away both twins were returning. Willow’s strong energy permeated my being. One day, I suddenly could not feel her any more. I had an ultrasound already scheduled for about 2 weeks out, and during that long two weeks, I often sought her with no response. At the ultrasound appointment, there was only one baby boy. Medically called “vanishing twin syndrome”, Willow was no longer there.
Improving insecurity and fear in my children after birth
After birth, my son quickly became strongly attached to only me. He tolerated his older sister, but did not like other family members, including his dad. After several months and he did not outgrow it, I did Body Code™ on him to discover that he was the recipient of an attempt by Willow to wrap the cord around his neck with intent to harm him. I released this energy and healed the saboteur. Within an hour, he snuggled right up to his dad, and became loving and open with the entire family.
Helping Mothers Create
Positive Birth Experiences
Working over the years as a Labor Doula, I spent many long hours with mothers in labor while they worked through emotional blockages. I transitioned to facilitating this healing during pregnancy. Mothers who engage in this process often experience a shorter and softer birth process. Opening a mother’s heart before birth reduces unnecessary interventions, and builds positive experiences.
Using The Emotion Code™ and The Body Code™ , through muscle testing I find and release negative and harmful energies such as trapped emotions, mother/baby disconnections, and limiting belief systems. When these energies release, it opens new space for a mother’s heart to both give and receive love. This process allows the pure goddess spirit within you to unfold.
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